Is it normal for me to overthinking whether I really have depression or not. I was diagnosed by doctor really. It just my family always thought of me faking it and right now I'm not comfortable to be open with them. Even if at college I don't really have anyone I can be openly about this beside this one friend. Right now, I was facing an issue where I was studying a course that is not to my favor, moreover the main subject which is Electrical Circuit 1 I can't carry the subject and I'm just afraid to tell them about it. Like there's some sort of wall between me and the family. I fail the subject for this semester, and I have to attend the same subject in the next sem. Which I don't have the confident for it.