I hate my mother. She is a nice person but I just can't enjoy being around her. She speak slow and it seems she is not very bright either. I can't help but just use her to fill my needs instead of having a proper, "normal" relationship. And yet she is a good mother. I mean, she is not a whore or drunk, and she never beat the shit out of me either. I shouldn't hate her but I can't stand her nor admire her.