I sometimes feel like I’m faking every single trait of my personality. Like, I don’t know who the f I really am, and that’s why I really miss myself from when I was around 11. Since high school, I’ve had this feeling that I’m not being myself. I don’t know how to describe it. I’ve gone through so many phases —ideologies, personalities, concerns— each one at an extreme, but I don’t know which one is the real me. Is there a real me?