school life i hate that i have social anxiety. i can't make any friends. i look like a weirdo. i hate it when the teacher told class to find a partner or group. i can't stop overthink about the smallest thing like the way i breathing, the way i sit, the way i walk. i can't breath normally, my heartbeats are too fast. i feel like everyone is staring at me, judging me. i can't focus in class. i have a soft heart and tend to cry over the smallest thing. i don't have any talents, popularity, beuty or brains. i do not trust anyone to tell my problems. i'm tired and i always thinking about su*cide. but that is the sins that i can't bear in another life. i don't know what to do except cry.