i wish i could just have a normal brain. i am autistic and its so so hard for me to process even the easiest of situations. i wish i could stop overthinking stuff. but most of all, i am worried i will never find love. i've been lying to my friends about being in relationships, but i haven't really. and i'm so scared i'll never have love in the way everyone else has it. i'm scared i'll never have it at all.