for anyone who came here to tell how they feel bad about being alive, search for help... professional one. and i dont mean in a rude way that you would hear from a bully or someone you probably wish not to know. what i actually mean is that life is difficult, really fucking difficult. but that does not make you a burden or someone that doesnt deserve to live, and yes, you did bad mistakes, but who doesnt? everyone has done somenthing that they wish to forget, thet doesnt excuse what we do, but it gives us a lession that you deserve to learn. we cant pretend that we are able to do everything alone or in an anonymus app. i think that searching for professional help is not something bad, because at times our mind isnt something even we can understeand, and people are right there waiting for you, to help you forgive yourself and discover parts of your mind you probably didnt thought existed. love yall:]