I want to sleep cuddled up with someone. I always find the sweetest and most romantic parts of people who could never see me the way I see them. Right now, I can't stop thinking about a girl. I want to hug her, to have her fall asleep on my shoulder and vice versa, to take her to places, walk around with her... It seems like the only thing I do well is fail. No matter how much I pray every night, and cry to the sky for a little bit of luck, nothing ever comes. I'm never an option for anyone I love. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what's missing in me. I just want the opportunity to love and be loved. God, what do i have to do. God, what do i have to do.